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[16 Oct 2010|11:05am] |
For those who did not get a chance to attend the Hogsmeade festival, it was delightful. Right up until the point a woman decided that streaking through the streets was appropriate. And appropriate more than once. That sort of behavior doesn't particularly make me inclined to participate next year. I believe she was drunk, though the audacity of it still seems unreal.
My lovely boyfriend seemed to think it amusing, rather than scandalizing.
( Warded Private )
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[29 Sep 2010|04:00pm] |
( Warded Private )
Rain is not conducive to painting outdoors. Unfortunate, because I rather like the fresh air. Nature seems to be a very nurturing force for creativity. Sadly, the forecast looks even drearier tomorrow.
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[08 Sep 2010|05:26pm] |
Warded Private
The Healers can't explain why Madoc hasn't woken up yet and although they say it can happen "at any time", I think they've lost confidence as well. The woman that was overseeing him today gave me the most pitiful look on my way out. I think I might be the only one who even visits him on a near-daily basis. I don't know why I bother... I know he's not going to just come too, jump out of the bed, hug me, and walk to the pub after a good laugh about how long he's been in the ward.
I was informed they are moving him to long term care on Friday. At least I managed to slip by Bryony without having to talk to her or make eye contact. I don't think I could have stood it if she saw me... like I was. Or at least, this way, I can pretend she didn't.
End Ward
Public
I noticed that The Dizzy Cafe was purchased during my shopping trip today. I wonder who the lucky new owner is. The space is pretty prime, after all.
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[16 Aug 2010|01:59am] |
Warded Private
I’m seriously beginning to doubt that Madoc is going to wake up, ever. The thought is putting me into such a despair that I’m beginning to wonder how I’m going to move on.
…Franklin died. I haven’t dealt with that, not really. His name looks so foreign. The forgotten son, brother, cousin, person. Just another Death Eater who got his just desserts in the world. But, he was my brother. I miss him. I’ve slowly been coming around to the idea. Most of the time I’d rather not think about what happened to him, or how my family has treated his death. I’m afraid to even mention his name at all. Pap has all but denied he ever had a middle son. Madoc’s condition scares me. I’m not sure I’m strong enough to handle it if he left me too.
I feel like my life is just sort of falling apart around me and I’m so helpless to stop it. Even my relationship with Oliver feels like it’s falling flat. I thought I was doing so well with him but then he invited that girl to the party with us. My years of practicing are failing me because the one area I never really adjusted too is intimacy, which is far more of an issue now as an adult than it ever was as a teenager. I just feel so lost.
I’m starting to wonder if a vacation would be good for me, but I don’t think isolation is the answer. Marietta is too busy with her job and her secret boyfriend to take the time off to go anywhere. I could invite Bryony but I know that one of us wouldn’t be coming back if I had to stay locked up with her for a week. Terence might humor the idea but asking him seems more like a proposition. Which at this point isn’t entirely a bad idea, I suppose. He’s certainly in a position to teach me a thing or two about intimacy but I suspect he’d be startled if I suddenly came onto him. Tracey, maybe - but as she just took a holiday last month I doubt she’d have much of an interest in going on another so soon. Here I am, at the bottom of my friends list, all four of them. It’s fucking pathetic.
I don't see a silver lining in a single cloud.
End Ward
Warded to Marietta & Bryony
I missed you guys at the party I attended on Saturday. The entire affair was so plebian, there were even fights. Needless to say, I’m sure the two of you are glad you didn’t appear but I’m not sure suffering alone was for the best. It was awkward and I’m never going out with a strange crowd alone again. Just so you’re warned, if there happens to be a next time.
End Ward
Public
Krum is something, isn’t he? Yesterday’s game on the WWN was something of a snooze since he caught the snitch after only one goal by Brazil. I admire a player with talent but occasionally an exceptional Seeker leaves much to be desired in the field of excitement.
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[20 Jul 2010|04:46pm] |
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This morning's news about Diagon Alley is rather dreadful. I'm appalled that the ministry doesn't have You-Know-Who's these activists under control yet. Goes to show the new ministry isn't any more fucking competent than the last one.
The episode is really quite sickening. If it wasn't for the medical response teams and volunteers, I'd have no faith in humanity.
( Warded to Madoc Cadwallader )
( Warded to Marr--- Terrence Higgs )
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[06 Jul 2010|04:46pm] |
Another busy day in the Capper household. Mum, looking stunning as ever, invited the most charming young man over for supper. It's not everyday you get to dine with the great-grandson of the man who discovered the cure to dragon pox. An intelligent, dashing fellow, I'm sure he'll go on to do great things. There is nothing more pleasing than to see someone live up their family's legacy!
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( Warded to Madoc )
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